Long time no see

woah its been a long time since i blog my stories... anyway nothing new about me just that i been down with a cold.... yucks... how disgusting my face looks....
anyway its been long since i have not been dating with anyone... i dun know just that i feel so insecure abt how i look and i know i sound paranoid... cant help being one... hehe..
sometimes i feel kinda sick with my attitude that is always looking down..nevertheless i like the way i am... its like im giving someone an oppoturnity to strike me... my ex bf email me to join his multiply but then i just ignored. got to know that he have a gf already and you know whats strange im happy about it...(this is no joke.. i am happy for him..) if he ever know i got a blog about his oh shit hehe.....
oh yeah im mum have kept talking about me having a bf... duh im so tired of hearing that i need someone to take care of me... like im not a kid anymore...

ps: hey zul , if u ever found my blog.... i have one thing to tell you... i still love you:P